Writing History or Making History

I write so much, about you, about me and about us. I want to document every feeling and every emotion. I want to journal it all. Because it’s beautiful!! We haven’t seen the future. Whether or not we end up together, this will remain. It will remain as the most beautiful memories of the most beautiful times. I would either end up reading it thinking about you or end up reading it to you when we are 70. And as much as I am writing about all that’s happening, I am creating a lot of what is going to happen. In fact we are creating it together. It is such a subtle process. Every conversation we have creates some of that future; every emotion that is felt in the conversations creates more of that magic that we want to manifest. When I write, it recreates the beautiful emotions and again does the same thing. So when I am writing history, I am creating history as well. How ironic but how perfect!!