Dark Moments – A wringed heart

Sleepless nights
The nightmares have returned
I miss your arms
and the kissing in turns

That touch of love
Those eyes sincere
You are too far
I want you here

Loneliness, pain, hurt
I feel everything deep
Your memories make me smile
and then they make me weep

I search for meaning
Coz I found it only in you
The old ways don’t work anymore
I have to search for new

Ground myself in self-love
Fly in this freedom unknown
Forgive you, forgive me
and walk the paths being shown

Life has its mysterious ways
I give up on the whys
Stop looking outside
Focusing on the mys

I don’t know how to live
I don’t know what to do
I am trusting my instincts
Wherever they are leading me to

I know I won’t ever regret
I am playing my part
I am following the guidance
I am living through my heart