Dark Moments – Waiting by my grave

I am chained

I am shackled

The demons of your memories

All my life I have tackled
You were a storm
You were a hurricane
Life after you
Was never the same
No longer your angel
No longer your sunshine
No longer your crazy girl
No longer can call you mine
I was too much too handle
Too much to care for
Only asking for your love
I was too much to be there for
I carry the ashes of my love
Too heavy for my heart
I paint with my tears
And people call it art
The barren lands of my mind
Too hard with no water
I have walls around me
Which will never get softer
Still dreaming of us together
The broken pieces of my soul
Only now they are nightmares
Without you I’ll never be whole
You were my Twin flame
I destroyed my world for you
Supposed to be with you forever
And die in your lap too
Those promises remain unkept
Those desires unfulfilled
The dreams died an untimely death
And the passion was killed
I am sitting beside my grave
To see you one last time
To tell you I still love you
And I still call you mine