I am very grateful to have you in my life. I knew from the time I saw you, 5 yrs, 2 months and 16 days ago, that I wanted to be with you. There are things you can’t explain. I know that the desire was very strong. I am grateful that you have opened me up… More than I could have imagined. Doesn’t mean I didn’t want it. I wanted it all and more and you became a conduit for it. You’ve given me power and confidence. You don’t judge me for my looks, my language, my beliefs… any of my flaws and I know there are many.

You are the angel guide that was very much needed in my life. You said our relationship would be heading to where there would be no words to explain it. However, for me it has been that relationship all along.. a relationship that I couldn’t and still can’t wrap my head around. A relationship that I’ve never been able to explain to myself. I know I have an infinite capability to love but I wanted to justify to myself why I loved you so much and I’ve never been able to find an answer in years…

There is a very strong bond and I couldn’t say if it was from previous births or some soul connection or whatever. I don’t care.. All I know is that it is very sacred. I don’t expect anyone to understand it. I know I feel deeply for you.. So deep that it hurts to see you less than happy, less than peaceful, less than fulfilled. I won’t stop at anything to make all that happen. I could and will pour my life, my soul into you just to see you smiling. I know I would give my life if I had to.

I don’t know how far our journey goes together. However, I have cherished every moment with you and long for more. I know it’s a special relationship that I could not give a name to and I am ok for it to be nameless because words don’t and can’t contain and express how I feel for you. It’s an experience. A WONDERFUL experience. A BEAUTIFUL experience… And for that I am truly grateful to you…”